"It's wonderful to know
That I could be
Something more than what I dreamed
Far beyond what I could see
Still I swear that I'm
Missing out this time"
-Dream Theater, Octavarium
BASICS
RETIRE INFO: Retire Emaran and Almarask, adopt any admin-created wher
NAME: Emaran
GENDER: Genderfluid nonbinary
PRONOUNS: Xe/xir/xirs
ORIENTATION: Pretty much aro ace
BIRTHDATE: Early fall 2744
AGE: 24 as of summer 2769
LOCATION: High Reaches Weyr
OCCUPATION: Wherhandler
WING: Ground Crew - Sunburst Squad
APPEARANCE
EYES: Brown
HAIR: Long, black, usually in a ponytail
HEIGHT AND BUILD: 5' 9", lean
PLAY-BY: Forrest Goodluck
FULL APPEARANCE: Depending on the day, Emaran can be found in dresses or pants. All xir outfits are finely cut and made of good material, if a little on the plain side of fashionable. Xe keeps xir hair at shoulder length and usually ties it back, though for special occasions xe will let it down. Xe isn't done growing yet but will always be on the shorter side of average. In most other ways, xe fits the Pernese average, with brown skin and dark eyes. Though skinny for now, xe will broaden a bit as xe finishes puberty, though xe will never be considered burly.
PERSONALITY
PERSONALITY: Emaran feels obligated to fit a series of roles. Older sibling, younger sibling, backup heir, child, full wherhandler...Xe's still largely discovering who xe is apart from social expectations, but xe's generally quiet and observant, preferring to think before xe speaks. Xe hates witnessing confrontation between others and tries to act as a mediator in almost every situation. Xe will defend xirself when the need arises, though. By default, xe's the kind to take harm for a stranger, preferring to see the good in people, though xe's surprisingly vicious toward anyone who's harmed xir.
Emaran has a strong need for adventure, though xe's duties have largely kept xir Holdbound until recently. Xe hopes that the Weyr and wherhandling duties will give xir a chance to see new sights and explore. It remains to be seen whether xe will continue having this adventurous spirit, or whether xir thirst for novelty will be quenched with time. For now, xe loves change and looks at everything at the Weyr with wide-eyed curiosity.
Interestingly enough, xe isn't very creative. Xe's intelligent, for sure, easily able to pick up new skills and information and apply them to the appropriate situations, but creating anything novel of xir very own is something that xe struggles with. Deep down, xe's glad that xe wasn't left to run the Hold, because true leadership is something that requires that spark that xe lacks.
HISTORY
FAMILY: Mother; father; older sibling Liyanel; younger sister Elnore
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: none
BIRTHPLACE: A not-so-major Hold beholden to Telgar
HISTORY:
TW: death, injury/blood
Born as the second child to the leaders of an ancient if relatively unimportant hold near Telgar, Emaran lacked for nothing, though xe didn't live in any true luxury. Xe was a quiet, observant child, with only a few close friends among the other children of the Hold. Though xir family was very supportive of xir nonstandard gender, the other Holders were not so welcoming, and Emaran took to the quieter, lesser-known places of the Hold as a refuge during the day when xir parents were busy with running the Hold.
Emaran grew up in proximity to Telgar, and xir older sibling was awed by its comparative luxury, hoping to someday transform the Hold to become more powerful and prestigious. Emaran was wary, though xe understood where xir sibling was coming from. Xe understood that power came at a price.
As Emaran's life continued, xe found xir way to the Telgar wherhandlers. Xe was fascinated by whers, and xe had always preferred the night anyway, even more so as xe began to hit puberty. In one tragic night, xir entire life changed when one of the senior wherhandlers suffered a fatal stroke. Xe panicked and cut xirself on the knife xe had been using to help cut up meat for the wherlings, and it was only later that xe noticed that the wherhandler's brown had licked his wound clean. The brown was saying something about being Almarask, and it hit Emaran that xe was now a wherhandler. Though xe had wanted this, xe hadn't wanted it this way, and xe took a lot of cajoling to go through wherlinghood.
Needing a change of scenery, Emaran said xir farewells to xir family right after graduation and applied for a transfer to Fort Weyr.
UPDATES
- Fall 2764 - Liyanel is Searched and joins Emaran at Fort.
- Spring 2765 - Almarask gets scored on his left forefoot stepping in a Thread burrow. He will make a full recovery.
- Summer 2765 - Liyanel nopes out to High Reaches after Serapheth's Trailblazers hatching. Emaran joins aer because xe thinks ae kind of has a point.
- Fall 2765 - Liyanel transfers to Semaca and Impresses to gold Nebulaeth. The siblings agree that they'll stay separated, at least for the duration of Liyanel's weyrlinghood. Emaran is learning to adjust to life without xir sibling.
- Summer 2767 - Almarask steps wrong, badly twisting his left foreleg, damaging several ligaments (Major).