
"It's the things we love most that destroy us." -President Snow
BASICS
NAME: Gr'ell (Gravell)
GENDER: Male
PRONOUNS: He/Him
ORIENTATION: technically bi, but like, keep away from me.
BIRTHDATE: Summer
AGE: 30 as of
LOCATION: Semeca
OCCUPATION: Wingrider
WING: Nocturne
APPEARANCE
EYES: blue
HAIR: blonde
HEIGHT AND BUILD: 6'4" muscular
PLAY-BY: Aaron Groben
FULL APPEARANCE:
Gr'ell cuts an imposing figure; he is tall and well-built, with a handsome face often accentuated by an intelligent and piercing gaze. He favors fashionable clothes that complement his physique and has a meticulous nature that extends to every aspect of his appearance. He is rarely, if ever, dirty, and if he does get messy, no matter the circumstance, he will clean himself as soon as he can, ensuring he always looks presentable and refined.
PERSONALITY
PERSONALITY:
Gr'ell is a man marked by his birth as a ranking Holder, a destiny he resents profoundly and carries like a heavy burden throughout his life. This resentment fuels a jaded, often cynical view of love and relationships, shaped by past betrayals and disappointments that left lasting scars on his heart and soul. Though strong-willed and fiercely independent, Gr'ell harbors a quiet rebellious streak. One that manifests less in overt defiance and more in subtle, calculated acts of resistance that often go unnoticed by those around him. His distrust of women, and indeed of anyone showing romantic interest, stems not from mere bitterness but from a protective fear of vulnerability, a defense mechanism forged through years of emotional pain and fear of being hurt again.
Paradoxically, despite his disdain for imposed change and external pressures, Gr'ell is remarkably stubborn and hidebound, clinging tenaciously to familiar patterns and routines unless he himself initiates changes on his own terms. Beneath his guarded exterior lies a man struggling with intense internal conflict, one who is yearning for genuine connection yet simultaneously terrified of losing control and exposing his true self. He is someone driven by a deep desire for freedom and autonomy, yet shackled by his own fears and insecurities, caught in a perpetual battle between his need for independence and his longing for intimacy.
HISTORY
FAMILY:
Holder parents
Older Brother
Younger Brother
Younger Brother
SIGNIFICANT OTHER:
Absolutely not
BIRTHPLACE: major Holding under Telgar Hold
HISTORY:
Born Gravell, he was the second son of his Holder line. Gravell was not destined to inherit his family's lands or title. Despite this, he received the traditional training in the ways of Lordship, a path that initially appealed to his youthful understanding of power.
However, this early enjoyment soon soured as he was increasingly compelled to socialize with women, the explicit goal being to secure a favorable marriage alliance.
Gravell's frustration mounted with each forced encounter; he found himself unable to forge genuine connections. It became painfully clear that the women presented to him were less interested in him as an individual and more in the prestige and property his family name represented.
At the age of twenty-four, his life took an unexpected turn when he was Searched by a dragon. Seizing the opportunity, Gravell decisively abandoned his Hold and journeyed to Telgar Weyr. There, he stood at the next clutch, and in a moment that would forever alter his destiny, he Impressed a magnificent bronze dragon named Fabith.
Weyrling training came easy to the pair. Gravell, now Gr'ell, excelled. Fabith had his quirks, but the pair forged a strong bond over the Weyrling years.
He visited his home Hold for the first time since he left shortly after graduation. Despite his trepidation, his parents and siblings marveled at his accomplishments and fawned over Fabith (which only inflated his ego of course) his youngest brother had recently had his Gold firelizard clutch so gave his brother an egg as both an apology and a gift. It soon hatched into a Blue Gr'ell named Veritas.
The next couple of turns passed without much interesting happening. Gr'ell never fully reconciled with his family so when his classmates suggested a mass transfer to Semeca, he decided it would be good for them too.
So to Semeca he went.