
All your life, people will tell you who you are.
At some point, you have to strike back with the truth.
No. This is who I am.
You don't get to decide that for me.
BASICS
NAME: Yggdrasil
GENDER: Agender
PRONOUNS: zhe/zher/zhers
ORIENTATION: Asexual aromantic
BIRTHDATE: Late Fall 2739
AGE: thirty-five as of Early Spring 2776
LOCATION: High Reaches Weyr
OCCUPATION: wherhandler
SQUAD: Windsong
APPEARANCE
EYES: green, slightly crazed with the obvious signs of sleep deprivation
HAIR: longer than it should be, darker than it should be. Dark brown by birth, made nearly black by the herbs zhe uses
HEIGHT AND BUILD: five feet and nine inches, built to withstand a blow
PLAY-BY: Katie McGrath
FULL APPEARANCE:
Yggdrasil is a mess. On zher good days, zher long hair is always well put together. Zhe likes soft curls and simple ornamentation. Zher dark brown hair is even darker than it should be, on account of the solutions and herbs she uses to counteract the damage done by her bad days. However, on zher bad days? On bad days, Yggdrasil's hair is a rat's nest. It doesn't spring up overnight, but the slide from 'doing own hair everyday' to 'complete disaster' can be so subtle that no one can pinpoint when it started.
Zher time at High Reaches has done a great deal towards helping with this. Rather than dressing like zhe has access to a Lady Holder's closet, Yggdrasil has learned that zhe is allowed to blend in with the rest of zher squadmembers. Zhe still dislikes wearing neutrals, but has learned to take pride in well-fitting garments no matter their color. Zhe prefers to wear blue and green, but has no objection to wearing undyed leather so long as it protects zher during Fall.
PERSONALITY
PERSONALITY:
Once upon a time, Yggdrasil aspired to politics. Zhe was determined to enact zher vision on the world, no matter what it took. Setbacks and self-sabotage were no obstacle to zher determination.
Yggdrasil has now spent more than six Turns as part of a squad at High Reaches. Zhe has seen squadleaders come and go, seconds rise and fall. Zhe has experienced what the elected leadership of High Reaches has been able to enact on the weyr, both positive and negative. Zhe was there for both the egg theft and the fall of the bronze rider who orchestrated it.
Yggdrasil has learned a lot about zherself since coming to High Reaches, and zhe does not like dealing with dragonriders. Zhe has found that zhe is somewhat short sighted when it comes to grand schemes, and zhe does not think zhe has what it would take to rebuild after a toppled plan.
For the moment, zhe is content to be a rank-and-file squadmember. A regimented schedule does wonders for zher mental health, and zhe has seen the difficulties the ground crew squad leaders have.
But zher biggest drawback is that zhe is inconsistent. Zhe has moods that zhe cannot snap zherself out of, and zhe is frequently frustrated with zherself. It shouldn't be so hard to get through zher day to day life, zhe is convinced, but that doesn't make it any easier. Zher worst enemy is zherself. The thing zhe has the most difficulty with is stepping back from a situation to see the bigger picture. Therefore, zhe often sabotages zher plans because zhe does not always see all the parts.
Zhe has a lot of insight on the parts zhe does see, and zher ideas are fairly sound. Some of them are a bit lofty, but zhe has hope. Zhe did not get this far to give up now.
HISTORY
FAMILY: Mostly estranged, with the exception of zher little sister.
Little Sister - Endilette of blue Ettesk and brown Endisk, Late Fall 2748, wherhandler, Fort Weyr, Terror and Ancestor
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: none
BIRTHPLACE: Lemos Hold
HISTORY:
misgendering, aphobia, ableism, mental illness, misogyny, codependence
All the best stories begin with the words 'Once Upon A Time'. No one ever said that Yggdrasil was part of the best story, though. Zhe was not born to greatness, zhe was a pawn. Yggdrasil was raised to marry above zher station in a bid to gain power for her parents. Sometimes, zhe wondered if zhe had ever been loved.
But zhe threw a wrench in the works when zhe confessed to not feeling sexual attraction. Not feeling romantic attraction. Not so much as being attached to the gender zhe was assigned. In the ensuing fights, zhe was deemed broken. Wasted. Inhuman. Less than animal. None of zher siblings stepped in, with the exception of Endilette. Endilette the hunter, Endilette the beloved stood up for Yggdrasil, and followed zher to Crom.
Zhe found work at Crom, fading into the background of daily life. Zhe worked outdoors, sorting the different grades of stones produced by the mine. Things were not always bad, but Yggdrasil spent more time under Endilette's watchful eyes than zhe cared to consider. Were it not for zher little sister, zhe might have had a very different story. Endilette insisted that zhe go on long walks. It didn't matter what the purpose was, as long as she got exercise and sun.
As it was, zher life took an unexpected turn. There was always a wild wher population, but that didn't so much matter to Yggdrasil when zhe was trying to get from day to day. Zher walks never had much purpose, beyond avoiding censure from zher sister. Zhe Impressed a white wher by accident, who took the name 'Silsk'. Silsk was not suited for work in the mine, and Yggdrasil was not suited for guard work. Not at Crom, anyways.
In the search for a place zhe and Silsk could make a living and be made useful, Endilette found Fort Hold. Fort had a new Lord, and newly opened borders. The siblings traveled there, where Yggdrasil found work in the archives. Yggdrasil and Silsk were expected to pitch in as ground crew during Fall, but other than that and the squad drills, they were left to complete work outside of the guardhouse.