Lars
BASICS
RETIRE INFO: Retire both
NAME: Lars
GENDER: CisMale
PRONOUNS: he/him/his
ORIENTATION: Pansexual Panromantic
BIRTHDATE: Winter 2737
AGE: 31 as of Summer 2768
LOCATION: High Reaches Weyr
OCCUPATION: Dragonrider
WING: Firestorm Wing
APPEARANCE
EYES: Hazel-green
HAIR: Brown, wavy
HEIGHT AND BUILD: 6’5, taller and thinner than most.
FULL APPEARANCE:
Lars rarely if ever works hard to make himself look incredibly formal. So long as he’s unoffensive smelling and presentable for his job, he will usually wear whatever’s cleanest. He doesn’t mind getting dirty, even going out of his way to get dirty if it means entertaining kids, but he still certainly has his limits. His hair is always wavy and sticking out at angles, but he doesn’t see any need to trim it until it gets into his eyes.
He’s a lanky man, as opposed to his stouter and more muscular brothers. Even the younger brothers are more heavier set than him, and that’s perfectly fine. He’s not a fighter and probably never will be. He has no desire to do any more heavylifting than he needs to, and makes no effort to change his physique. His clothes, while always clean, often look a little shabby. Lars, unlike his brothers, learned practical skills from his mother, and learned how to sew his clothes in case his brothers ripped or tore them. As such, his clothes are worn, but still servicable.
PERSONALITY
PERSONALITY:
Lars is the black sheep in his family.
He doesn’t care much for power, despite it being treated as highly desirable in his family. He has no desire to be a leader of any kind, instead focusing on himself and the way he acts around others. Despite his distaste for his family’s adopted creed of ‘Might makes right’, he still very much loves them all, doing his best to keep in contact with them all as best as he can. Even the more cruel and nasty ones, he holds dearly in his heart simply because he is willing to forgive them for their prior transgressions.
He’s laidback and easygoing, happy to help those who need it but certainly not going out of his way to assist if there are others who are around to help. As such, to the untrained eye, he can appear lazy and unmotivated. He does care about many things, but he simply has to pick and choose what he can allow himself to worry about. Turns of having to hide things from his brothers has made him somewhat secretive, and he rarely let others see that he is actually an overly concerned individual who can let his worries and care consume him and depress him. When he does allow himself to care about things, he will work hard to fix problems, solve issues, and basically work himself sick until the issue has been resolved.
He has a great love for children, and is immensely patient with those around him who are his age or younger. Those older than him may see him as disrespectful for being a little too casual with his superiors, but he’s otherwise harmless and does as he’s told. The idea of having to be anyone’s boss is distasteful to him, and he instead works best as a more flexible member of a team. Despite being a bronzerider, he has no real talent for leading, and prefers to let others call the shots. This extends to his views on Intra-wetr politics, as he really could not give less of a Shard who’s in charge so long as they were a bully or a tyrant.
HISTORY
FAMILY: Sustin ( Father ), Mantha ( Mother ), Caleb [33], Stoym[32], Rudi+Runo[30], V'dar [28], Jese[26], Ologoth[25], Franz [23], Jurgen [21], Welk[20], Hans [19] ( Brothers )
BIRTHPLACE: Cothold not too far from High Reaches
HISTORY:
Lars’ childhood was perilous. To him anyway.
He grew up as one of the middle children in a house of twelve brothers. Lars’ was a sensitive child, and often was teased and made fun of by his brothers older and younger. He got no sympathy from his father, who told him he should just toughen up and fight back. But even in his distressed moments, Lars never WANTED to lash out at his brothers. He just wanted them all to get along, for things to be peaceful.
By the time his older brother Caleb was old enough to be Searched, Lars was more adapted at dealing with his annoying and hurtful siblings. He was secretive, often hiding his desires and interests to protect them from his siblings. All he really wanted was to leave this little cothold and just find a place he didnt’ have to feel so guarded. Once he was 15, his prayers were answered. A Searchdragon fro Ista Weyr picked him as having the gumption needed to be a Candidate, and he refused to let the opportunity to leave pass him up.
Thankfully, his father and mother were happy to encourage this, as Caleb was already making waves at Benden and saying hed Impress any day now.
Upon getting to Ista, he settled into Candidate life quite happily. However, the candidatemaster also spoke to him and suggested he get some help with his anxious nature from the Mindhealers on staff. This turned out to be an excellent call, as he found himself more at peace with himself, his brothers and his past after a Turn or two of therapy. From there, his life was typical of a candidate, at least until he was 25. It was then that a Bronze dragonet tripped and stumbled onto him, Impressing to him and making his life all the better.
Weyrlinghood went by with many happy memories and moments of growth. Lars slowly learned to let the past go more and more, and started keeping in contact with his family again. Much had changed since he’d left. Some of his younger brothers had left for Benden and Telgar, respectively, and only a few were left to join them as dragon riders. He kept up this correspondence with them, making sure he would stay in touch properly. Eventually he would graduate and spend several Turns among the Istan Weyr’s ranks. However, he also started to look to the Mainland at this time, wanting to see what was beyond his distant shore… So he transferred to High Reaches, eager to experience new things, meet new people…
However, it was at this time that his father sent him a letter, begging him to nudge a Searchdragon to take Hans out so that he could be rid of his most disappointing son. Of course, as a new transfer, he has little say in the matter, so he wrote back that he would try but no promises. Of course, he did mention to Searchers that he’d connected with that his brothers and himself were from a family of Searched riders, and that almost all of them had impressed to bronzes and browns… Eventually, the dropped hints were picked up on, and Hans was Searched. Lars continues to keep his parents updated on Hans’ condition, but he’s sure only their mother really reads and responds to the letters he sends.