Ealar sat by the side of the chilly lake, stewing. He hated them. All of them. The only problem was, he didn't even know who they were. Whoever had poisoned his food. Whoever had done something to make someone want to poison the Weyr.
Whoever was okay when he wasn't.
Hadn't he and his family been through enough? What had he done to deserve this? Every brief muscle cramp had him terrified that another seizure was on its way, but it had been days now. Was whoever had done this happy that he had more reasons to be afraid now than he even had when he'd been Holdless? Were they happy that his hands weren't steady and everything was just blurry? Were they happy that practically the entire Weyr was turning paranoid?
Staring out at the glassy blur of water wasn't helping his mood any, but it was better than looking for trouble. Or being where he could find it even though he wasn't looking for it. There were no answers out there, but at least there wasn't anyone trying to kill him—or whatever the goal of the poisonings even was—there. Just a smooth, empty expanse. He sat there for a while, shaggy blonde hair ruffled by the wind, until he heard footsteps nearby and turned.
"What do you want?" he asked, trying not to sound bitter. He definitely sounded at least a little bitter.